You know back then to get support anywhere from the team he'd got me started and yeah.
So that that amount of belief in me really it was what was carrying me.
Somebody else continuously believing in you. Before you believed in yourself...
It was so easy and there was something simple for me because life needed to get better.
You know I don't think it's unique to us that we have griefs and traumas and losses and even loss of identity all sorts of things were going on but I knew the one thing I knew was something had to change. That was my tipping point.
Something had to change. And I loved it.
I think it was a really successful strategy to say you know what I'm going to make it this year and I'll find out if it's not going to make it good on and pull my attention.