What's life like now? Where are you at?
So, I'm in a beautiful relationship.
And we're living together. And that's lovely. I think what's also nice is there's always constant learning and growing together, but I feel like I'm in a head space where I can have those conversations.
I can instigate them or I can take whatever feedback onboard and not get defensive, or not ending up in an argument, or not running away, 'cause that's pretty much what I was doing.
And I feel like now, yeah, there's kind of a sense of calm and I have met someone who ... Yeah, who's just fantastic. It's a really nice feeling.
I think also on a personal level, I've kind of completely shifted my association with myself and my body, and who I am. And I suppose what I mean by that, if I can try and explain that, is for so long, I thought my body represented me, how I looked represented me, what shape I was in represented me.
I thought I always needed to look a particular way. I thought I needed to dress a particular way. I always was, I just thought that this physical external shell of my body was who I was.
And now I realize that it is just a vehicle for me, vehicle that transports who I truly am and it's taken me a fair amount of time to work that out. I've had a really big, negative association with food and body image since I was ... early 20s, maybe late teens.
So, for me, that is a huge, huge, huge turnaround.
So, it's a really, quite a fulfilling and a really nice feeling to be able to just not have that worry anymore.