So now its time for you to build this journey with yourself.
Exactly and through that I've managed to, I believe, become a better person to myself and I have. I've become a better husband, definitely a better father, more positive ... a lot of my friends have said "I don't see anything on social media negative from you anymore."
People, they're amazed. The turn around, I think they've seen the turn around more than I have.
The way I see it I can then give that to a client because I'm leaving what I'm giving. What I'm selling or what I'm giving, what I'm preaching, whatever cliché you wanted to use yeah.
What's this journey been to you so far?
Well throughout I didn't know what I was going to learn.
That's why I did it was to learn, but what it meant to me when I first started was to think well look I'm saying yes to exploring myself. I'm saying yes to ... I'm taking that first step I'm not just jumping straight in and not knowing anything about it.
For me it was a way of finding out a little bit more information, information gathering if you want to use that, but what it means to me is now that I have made the commitment, to me, it means that I'm not afraid to say yes to me.
That's not to say I'm going to forget about all the other important people in my life.
They will still come first in many senses, but I need to be happy. I need to be fulfilled. I need to look after my mental health, my inner self.
That's not to say I'm not selfish or I don't have a selfish bone in my body, but I think that word selfish has got a lot of connotations to it.